30 Dec 10

You’ve done it again

One for J, One for H, now one for F, none for me.

I was right all these while. I meant absolutely nothing to you.

I am indeed finding it hard to pry away from you. I am such a sucker for you and I HATE IT!

Fade away. Forget.

All that unsettled aura and negative energy is just bringing me down.

12 Sep 10

Freak

If by chance or by a freak accident that you’re suddenly reading this post, yes, this is for you.

Hurting me probably wasn’t the best thing to do because I’ll hide and become non-existent. If you had paid more attention to me in the past 6years (well, instead of seeking others out, such as J & F), you’d have probably noticed that I loved you more than myself and very much ready to marry you. I was only waiting for you to be ready.

It was your own fear of loss that made you lose your confidence in yourself and me. I told you before not to let your own fear consume you. Have I not made it very clear to you before that you will never lose me again? Sad to say, you’ve ruined it. Now I am officially gone.

Escaping isn’t the best way to solve problems. Whatever it is, I hope you’ve finally found your peace with your new love and don’t make the same mistake of escaping again.

Nope, I didn’t invite myself to your place on Friday, it was purely unexpected. Your mum invited me to your place after I left the card there and it isn’t very nice to reject that invitation since it was after all a day of festival.

28 Jul 10

"Why should I care when you don’t care at all?"

25 Jun 10

"The only one I’ve ever loved so deeply is the only one I have to give up so heartlessly."

28 Apr 10

got to love this LMAO

"the earth does not revolve around you. it revolves around the sun"

31 Mar 10

The Wobbly Bridge is just outside Tate Modern, one of my favourite places in London. I am back home now sipping Earl Grey tea with milk and smoking mango fags, listening to Fripp and Eno. A sudden sense of solace gushed right through me like a lightning bolt. I have a very peculiar take on this dark and depressing feeling. I actually enjoy it. I want to return to London.

The Wobbly Bridge is just outside Tate Modern, one of my favourite places in London. I am back home now sipping Earl Grey tea with milk and smoking mango fags, listening to Fripp and Eno. A sudden sense of solace gushed right through me like a lightning bolt. I have a very peculiar take on this dark and depressing feeling. I actually enjoy it. I want to return to London.

30 Mar 10

We were walking towards Leicester Square from Trafalgar Square and this gorgeous piece of architecture caught my eye. The weather was lovely that day and I couldn’t help but to take a photo

We were walking towards Leicester Square from Trafalgar Square and this gorgeous piece of architecture caught my eye. The weather was lovely that day and I couldn’t help but to take a photo

27 Mar 10

"I will never get sick of london"

I’ve not seen everything there

7 Mar 10

pretty frustration

  • Michael:  very indie
  • Me:  yeah i like raw english sounds
  • Micheal:  you're pretty indie in the way you dress and stuff like that
  • Me:  i do?
  • Me:  i dress anyhow
  • Micheal:  yeah you are, you don't realise?
  • Micheal:  just like me, but i'm not indie
  • Micheal:  we're all social misfits
  • Me:  social misfits
  • Me:  i like those words
  • Micheal:  haha yeah, this place can't contain you
  • Me:  this place can't contain people like us, indie or not